Yesterday was such a good day! I went to our family's friends new apartment.It is not very big, just one room, but I fell in love with it. It has such a modern flavor! Mmm... not too much of the style, but the design creates a mood! And this is where the dream begins: I wanna have my own place!!
But today... Yesterday's mood disappeared completely! I went to school to the rehearsal of the show for kids. It's not too bad, I mean I love to work for kids but this... this is not a work, this is slavery! We couldn't give our creativity, our soul, our ideas to the show. "Bosses" wanted us to be like announcers from the USSR radio. Less art, less inspiration, no emotions required. So artificial! And remember, we work for KIDS, for those little creatures who need our warmness, our advices, our emotions, they won't believe us because we are too artificial! Kids don't trust on those things. I don't wanna ruin their mood, I don't wanna lie to them! And I definitely don't wanna suck. This is my last September show, my last year at school. Don't wanna be a slave...
But today... Yesterday's mood disappeared completely! I went to school to the rehearsal of the show for kids. It's not too bad, I mean I love to work for kids but this... this is not a work, this is slavery! We couldn't give our creativity, our soul, our ideas to the show. "Bosses" wanted us to be like announcers from the USSR radio. Less art, less inspiration, no emotions required. So artificial! And remember, we work for KIDS, for those little creatures who need our warmness, our advices, our emotions, they won't believe us because we are too artificial! Kids don't trust on those things. I don't wanna ruin their mood, I don't wanna lie to them! And I definitely don't wanna suck. This is my last September show, my last year at school. Don't wanna be a slave...
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