And This Is Where...

Yesterday was such a good day! I went to our family's friends new apartment.It is not very big, just one room, but I fell in love with it. It has such a modern flavor! Mmm... not too much of the style, but the design creates a mood! And this is where the dream begins: I wanna have my own place!!

But today... Yesterday's mood disappeared completely! I went to school to the rehearsal of the show for kids. It's not too bad, I mean I love to work for kids but this... this is not a work, this is slavery! We couldn't give our creativity, our soul, our ideas to the show. "Bosses" wanted us to be like announcers from the USSR radio. Less art, less inspiration, no emotions required. So artificial! And remember, we work for KIDS, for those little creatures who need our warmness, our advices, our emotions, they won't believe us because we are too artificial! Kids don't trust on those things. I don't wanna ruin their mood, I don't wanna lie to them! And I definitely don't wanna suck. This is my last September show, my last year at school. Don't wanna be a slave...

Just visited Children's Hospital in Boston. Good reminder to appreciate life's value. Those kids have such incredible spirits in the face of illness. I'm inspired.
                                                                      (c) Adam Lambert


When I see such posts I'm sure that this world still has the soul.

The one who made me believe again

It was a total surprise to me that whole evening I was watching blog of one person! I knew he is talented but I didn't even expect that he can also write this way! I laughed, I was thoughtful, I almost cried!! Usually I just take a short look on his posts but tonight something made me read all of them even if I read those already. It's not really weird, that's actually bizarre! I even had to rewrite a page of his quotations. And you know what? I loved it!
I know he probably doesn't remember me...who am I lying to? He doesn't know me personally but today it felt like he's the closest friend of mine who knows me since the early childhood so he's telling me my thoughts which lie somewhere deep in my mind.
And I know one more thing. If you knew who is this person I'm talking about, you'd laugh to my face. But I don't care. He made me believe in my powers again and that is the most wonderful thing about this evening.