Saturday, August 24, 2013

What Holds Me Back

I just love those little runaways I can have. But normally I don't. This time things got so tensed I just grabbed my bags and ran.
What have I been doing all this time? I can't even tell... Reading, swimming, meditating and NO TALKING! Oh that was so good! I just finally got time for myself with no bad influence. And you know what ruins it all? Tomorrow. It's time to leave tomorrow. And I don't want to.
Remember Buddha? "Meditation brings wisdom, lack of meditation leaves ignorance. Know well what leads you forward and what hold you back." I guess I know now. I know what holds me back.